Archive for March, 2010

Turning twenty-1

I remember I had this list of things that I want to do before I turn 21. It had stuff like go travellling around Malaysia and have piercings. Just some random stuff, which I think is quite cool to do. I ‘ve done some part of it but there are still many that needs to be done. So, I think I should extend the time duration from before turning 21 to before turning 25. OK x? 🙂

But anyhow, i going to be 21 in a few hours.

I like birthdays though. even though it’s the day you turn a wee bit older, I still think that it needs a celebration.

No, no. No those fancy stuff. where people turn off the light and as soon as the birthday girl steps in, “SURPRISE!”. Not that kind.

For me, having a small dinner or probably snacks with my loved ones, is quite enough. It’ll be extremely good if I have my family with me, but that is clearly not rational. At the moment, having some good friends around is already pretty awesome. Just lepaking and easting chips is the best thing to do after such stressful week. (we had to hand in our assignments just before the hols.)

Hmmp.

Never thought that I would be living in this world of the Lord for this long. 21 years old. Alhamdulillah. All praises to Allah who has bless me with such a great life. A family who loves me (miss you guys a LOTT), and friends who cry and laugh like mad with me. Sayaaang korang sangat!

People say that we learn best through experience. For myself, I believe that this statement is soo true that it is so hard to admit it.

2009 and being 20 has taught me a lot of things. Bad things happen for many reasons. Though at times it might be hard to get back on track after falling down, we have to believe that He has his reasons for doing things and that He knows what’s best for us. That He still loves us, and wants us to be near to Him. That’s why He gave us such hurtful reminders. (Well basically, it’s not hurtful; it’s actually a friendly reminder, because in actual fact nobody REALLY got hurted. It’s just the feelings and emotions that got torn. That’s all.) Back to the analogy. Therefore, we should always try to stand and slowly run again as, these reminders would keep us strong. They will, without fail, give us motivation to move forward, witiout falling again. InsyAllah. This part sounds a bit emotional. Sorry ;p

I hope that this coming year would be even better from the year before, InsyAllah. More happiness to me and the people around me. I hope to be a better muslim and wich to make a change to the world. InsyAllah. Amiin 🙂

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An-Nahl: 61

” If Allah were to punish men for their wrong-doing, He would not leave, on the (earth), a single living creature: but He gives them respite for a stated Term: When their Term expires, they would not be able to delay (the punishment) for a single hour, just as they would not be able to anticipate it (for a single hour)”

16:61
                 

Ukhuwwah fillah

What came to your mind when you first heard the word Ukhuwwah?

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Having to read loads of Langit Ilahi’s enteries, I have come to an understanding that Ukhuwwah is actually a kind of bond that we muslims have with one another.

No, it’s not like friendship.
It is more than just friendship.

Because Ukhuwwah , roots on one and only purpose; Lillahi ta’ala.

I have, myself had heard about relationships that turned sour. Initially, I thought that it is because they didn’t have the chemistry to work it out. Very typical understanding of stuff.

After quite sometime,however, my perception started to evolved. I came to an understanding that nawaitu, should be the utter most important thing to start a relationship. And that nawaitu, should be Lillahi ta’ala.

Then, only after that, that I realized  a relationship that did not start with the niat of Allah being the central reason, could easily dwell into shaitan’s deception. And when shaitan takes the lead, they only have one thing in mind; bring humans to jahannam, as what they had promised Allah.

As time passes, this special bond become very dear to me. I see my friends as my sisters and brothers. I care for them, as I would care for my biological siblings; my sisters and brother.

…إِنَّمَا المُؤمِنونَ إِخوَةٌ

49:10

I am trying to give the best for my sisters. I hope that I would be able to do so. InsyAllah.

Mari beremosi.

” Jangan tinggal solat”

” Jaga makan”

“Kenapa marah ni?”

” Kalau rajin-rajin masa cuti nanti, keje la. Baru dapat jalan”

” Terima kasih call mama harini”

Muka serupa dinding.

Kadang-kadang kita rasa kita betul. Kita akan cuba sedaya upaya untuk buktikan yang kita ni betul. Kita akan cari kesalahan untuk semua benda, even kalau benda tu sebenarnya flawless.

Tapi, at one point, kita akan nampak kita salah, bila kebenaran prevails. Masa tu, malu tak hingat dunia, hanya Allah yang tahu. Apa yang boleh kita buat lagi time tu? Muka tmbokkk suda.

Senang cerita, tak payah la judge orang. Memalukan diri je.

The end.

Diri hanya manusia biasa. Mereka juga.

Bismillah hirrahman nirrahim.

Alhamdulillah, terbaca satu post dari Langit Ilahi yang berjaya membakar semangat.

Tak pernah sekalipun dalam hidup aku, jumpa manusia yang sempurna. Memang tak dapat disangkal, ramai orang yang baik, tapi sebagai manusia biasa, keurangan itu pasti ada.

Atas keburukan manusia, senang sangat untuk kita benci merek-mereka nih. Padahal kita lupa sebenarnya, mereka-mereka juga, adalah manusia biasa. Sama seperti kita.

Kita selalu lupa, yang manusia tidak sempurna. Bukan seperti malaikat yang imannya yang mendatar. Manusia imannya berubah-ubah. Justertu, tiada penjelasan diperlukan bila manusia melakukan keburukan.

Kadang-kala, diri pantas untuk mengadili orang laen, tanpa menyedari bahawa Allah, pemilik segala yang di langit dan di bumi pun, menangguhkan pengadilanNya di akhirat kelak. Siapalah kita makhluk kerdil ciptaanNya.

Tapi kita hanya manusia. Punya akal yang sering sukar untuk bertindak rasional. Tak mampu lari daripada melakukan kesilapan.

Sebagai manusia biasa, kita tidak akan selalunya berada diatas. Akan ada masa dimana kita akan jatuh tersungkur. Dan pada ketika kita jatuh, kita memerlukan teman yang akan membantu kita untuk bangun semula.

Oleh sebab itulah, bila ada sahabat yang jatuh, kita harus datang untuk menjadi teman yang memberi tolong, menjadi penyokong untuk bangun semula.

InsyAllah, bila kita jatuh nanti, Allah akan hantar seorang teman yang memahami dan membantu kita untuk berlari semula.

Kita bukan berurusan dengan malaikat yang patuh dan taat kepada Allah sepanjang masa, atau haiwan yang tidak punya akal. Kita, manusia, sedang berurusan dengan manusia lain.

Mari kita sama-sama lapangkan dada, buka hati untuk memberi maaf. Tingkatkan sifat sabar dalam hati, sementara mendidik diri menjadi sorang yang lebih pemaaf. InsyAllah.

Siapa yang memberi keampaunan seluasnya kepada manusia yang berbuat kemungkaran? Ya Rabb.

Kenapa Dia membuka pintu taubat seluasnya?
Kerana Dia tahu makhluknya ini, banyak silapnya.

Sedangkan Allah sendiri memberi maaf kepad mereka yang memohon, apakah kita tergamak menoleh dari membantu mereka kembali ke landasanNya?