Archive for June, 2010

Bukan sekadar kawanbagainakmati.

In the name of Allah, the most gracious, the most merciful. There is no God except Allah and Muhammad is his messenger.

Terasa jauh bila diperakukan sebegini.
Umpama padamu,diriku tiada erti.
Padahal kita saling memahami.

Aku adalah aku.
Dan kau adalah engkau.
tetapi kita adalah satu dibawah naungan Ilahi.

Ya Allah, minta dikuatkan hati dengan dijauhkan rasa benci.

Ukhuwwah bukan sekadar kawan bagai nak mati,
tetapi ikatan hati-hati,
keranaMu Ya Illahi.

Justeru jangan biar kami menjauh
bila syaitan semarakkan api.

Beri kami kekuatan untuk memohon dariMu Ya Allah,
moga kebencian dijauhkan,
moga hati dilembutkan,
moga lidah bijak mengatur bicara,
moga perbuatan tidak menyiksa,
agar ukhuwwah terbina tanpa fitnah.

Ya Allah yang maha penyayang,
kuatkanlah ikatan hati-hati kami!


Who’s to blame?

In the name of Allah, the most merciful. There is no God except Allah, and Muhammad is His messenger.

Sometimes we thought ourselves as to being who our parents shape us.Maksudnya, it’s something like the following:

Nak buat macamana, dah parents aku pun macam tu.

Aku dah di besarkan oleh mak pak aku, takkan aku nak jadi macam anak mak pak hang!

No doubt that parents, or probably our family influence our behvaiour the most. Like for myself, I am loud. due to the fact that I am brought up in such a family.

But, I think, that should not be the reason for one stick in mind when they are behaving inappropriately. I mean, for example when one commits crime, perhaps the parents’ upbringing should be blamed but I think that is not the main reason for one to act in such a way.

We do have moral conscience, right? 

So, where is it?

Then again, it rises the question of whether to behave morally is a learned behaviour or whether we simply know what’s right and what’s not.

Because, if it is a learned behaviour, than our generation is in so much trouble as to the belief that to behave moraaly right is because everyone’s doing it and not because, the real reasons of it being a good thing. Of it being the right thing to do.

Jiwa kosong? Astaghfirullah.

In the name of Allah, the most merciful. There is no God except Allah, and Muhammad is His messenger.

Lately, I’ve been having this empty feeling inside of me. Probably due to the extreme freedom that I have now in comparison to the super business I had just before the holiday started.

Now that I am soo free, I wish that I have some other things to do to fill this free time. So, the plan is to look at next semester’s assignments and try to do figure out/ do some part of it. Adibah and I went to submit our NW job form just now. Hopefully we’ll get the jobs. Allah humma yassir wala tuassir. InsyAllah.

Today I attended the thulatha’ kuliah. Alhamdulliah, terisi jiwa dengan kisah sirah zaman terdahulu. Thank you for having it during this winter break. At least, jiwa tak terbiar kosong. Jzzk.

Then again, I think it is better to be awfully busy than have all the time in the world. See, when we do have time for ourselves, (this is what happen to me, probably not you people), we tend to channel it to doing unuseful, non-profitable actions and behaviours (E.g.: movies, games). In contrast, if we’re busy, time would be very well-spent and when doing something, we would make sure that it is done properly and that the product would be at its best. One of the thing that I’ve noticed in myself is that, when reciting Quran. Because it is the only time I have for myself during the busy period, having to read the Quran really soothed me after heavy reading or writing a lengthy essay. This is one thing I do not feel when I am soooo overly free. How I wish I have more stuff to do rather than just lazing in the flat.

Come to think of it, it’s like we’ve been actually fooled by what people said to be the best thing. Ye la. No doubt being caged with assignments is an awful feeling, but we never thought of the the good things that the bussiness has brought us, has given us. That my friend, is our fault. Not having to think for ourselves and following what seemed to be the ‘artificial happiness, man-constructed satisfaction’. Astaghfirullah.

Ya Allah, let me not stray afar. Fill me with your wisdom to become one of those who will be in Your Garden and not near the jahannam.


In the name of Allah, the most merciful.

Those who love that slander should be spread concerning those who believe, theirs will be a painful punishment in the world and the Hereafter. Allah knoweth. Ye know not. 24:11

Only Allah has the power and deserve to punish man. Who are we to give such a hard time on to others?

Kita kah pencipta makhluk sekalian alam?
Kita kah yang memberi makanan dan rezeeki kepada semua makhluk?

We don’t even qualify to be amongst those who are near to Rasul. What more to being The Creator.

Ya Rabb, to You we shall turn and only to you we shall be.

It’s a smiling day for me. ;)

Segala puji bagi Allah, penghulu seluruh alam.


I seriously, cannot stop smiling. Finally, everything that I’ve worked hard for, has finally ended. Habis. Done. 🙂

It’s a feeling that words cannot describe. Syukur 🙂

For those who did not know, I had like 7 assignments and an exam just before winter break. (it’s winter in nz, btw, not summer)

and being able to reach end after a long time longing for it, is something I cannot imagine. Alhamdulliah. Even though it was with loads and loads of hardwork and stress and stress and stress, I did it. 🙂

Winter hols is another question yet to be resolved. Nak buat apa?

Sick? Alhamdulillah.

Today is my sick day. the first ever time I feel sick in nz. It feels horrible as I skipped my music class today, to simply lie on the bed and do nothing else. It was such a waste. It’s the once in a blue moon sickness I’ve been having all my life. I would feel dizzy allday and the only way to make it go away would be by throwing up. That’s the only remedy to my sickness. However, I have not yet vomitted today, which meant,  the sickness hasn’t really gone.

Alhamdulillah, I felt a lot more better after several hours of sleep. But just to be cautious, I brought a plastic bag wherever I go. HOpefully, ok cepat ye.

So why am I writing this? I should have been studying, but because of the pain that is slowly creeping back into my head, ingat nak rest sekejap. So, I searched on the net some stuff that would make me feel better. 

Alhamdulliah. Just want to share it with the rest of the readers.

There are many hadith which explain that sickness expiates evil deeds and wipes out sins. Of these, some are given below:

Abu Hurairah narrates that the Prophet, peace be upon him, said:

“When Allah wants to be good to someone, He tries him with some hardship.”

Abu Hurairah also reports that Allah’s Messenger, peace be upon him, said:

 “For every misfortune, illness, anxiety, grief, or hurt that afflicts a Muslim -even the hurt caused by the pricking of a thorn – Allah removes some of his sins.”

Ibn Mas’ud said:
“I visited the Messenger of Allah, peace be upon him, while he had a fever. I exclaimed: ‘O Messenger of Allah! You have a high fever! ‘

He said: ‘My fever is as much as two among you [might have]. ‘

I asked: ‘Is it because you have a double reward?’

He replied: ‘Yes, that is right. No Muslim is afflicted with any hurt, even if it is no more than the pricking of a thorn, but Allah wipes off his sins because of it and his sins fall away from him as leaves fall from a tree’.”

Abu Hurairah said: “The Prophet, peace be upon him, remarked: ‘

“The example of a believer is like a fresh tender plant; from whichever direction the wind blows, it bends the plant. But when the wind dies down, it straightens up again. (Similarly a believer is tested by afflictions to strengthen his faith and heart, and he remains patient and firm). And an evil person is like a pine tree which remains hard and stiff until Allah breaks it whenever He wills.”

 Anyone suffering from an illness should remain patient, for there is no reward better or more enriching than that reserved for those who endure in patience.

Suhaib ibn Sinan narrated that the Prophet, peace be upon him, said:

“How remarkable is the case of the believer! There is good for him in everything, but this is not the case for anyone except for the believer. When the believer receives any good, he is thankful to Allah, and gets a reward. And when some misfortune befalls him, he endures it patiently, for which he is (also) rewarded.”

Anas narrates: “I heard the Prophet, peace be upon him, saying: ‘Allah says:

“When I afflict a servant of mine with respect to his two most beloved things (meaning his eyes), and he endures it patiently, I grant him paradise in return.”

‘Ata ibn Rabah related that he heard Ibn ‘Abbas say: “Shall I show you a woman of Paradise?

“I said: “Yes, indeed.”

He said: “A black woman came to the Prophet, peace be upon him, and said: ‘I suffer from epileptic fits, and because of these, (at times) my body becomes uncovered. Would you invoke Allah, the Exalted One, to cure me of this disease? ‘

The Prophet, peace be upon him, said: ‘If you wish, you can be patient and you will attain Paradise (for this suffering). But if you prefer, I will pray to Allah, the Exalted, to cure you of it?’

 The woman said: ‘I will be patient,’ then added: ‘I become uncovered (when I have fits), so invoke Allah for me that I do not become uncovered. ‘

So the Prophet, peace be upon him, prayed for her.”